ilove LZJ

2011-03-15T17:03:00.000+08:00

okays i know my blog is dead .

gonna start my post now :) 1more days to our 2nd monthsary and 44more days to my 20th birthday . wahs its 2 head liaos . old old .

progress of my 2 precious
boyboy is 3 years old lerhs and he's getting more and more big size till i cant even carried him .
jaejae finally knows how to walk lerhs . but he got a bad health .hope he will get well soon .

gonna stop here.

happy chinese new year:)

2011-02-04T19:55:00.000+08:00

hellos everybody , happy chinese new year to you all .

just a short post to update .
i miss my boyf tons man !!!

LZJ iloveyou ttm :)

spiderwebbby!!!

2010-11-14T05:42:00.000+08:00

ohmind . sorry for not blogging for so long . was lazy to post . hhahas . nth much to post nahs . recently quited my night life job and started a day job lerhs . its a office job . hees . nice !! but tired cos must wake up early in the morning . maybe i not used to it bahs . but nvm i'll try to adat it . hhahahs . hmmms , gonna stop here lerhs . byes.

woohooo

2010-09-14T19:53:00.000+08:00

hmmms , life is still the same !! just feeling sickk this few days .
hais . kidney still hurts man!!! arghhh!! this few days seldom work lerhs i can say only 3-4 days a week . gonna stop here lerhs .

2010-08-31T08:00:00.000+08:00

hmmms , why my life is so fuck up? dad went in again , jaejae costody might failed and boyboy needs a better school . why why why? i'm just only 19 and need to faced so many things , what i've done in the past why am i suffering now? arghhh!!!!!!! everyday not happy . relationship also cant last !!!!!!!! hais . i ruined my life myself , i cant blame anyone but i only can blame myself !!!!! hais . anyway , today is the day that my precious nephew is out of the world . woohoo , finally i'm a auntie . gonna stay awke till afternoon to go to kkh to visit sis with her fav food.

byes peeps !

new blog skin

2010-08-25T01:14:00.000+08:00

finally done doing my new blogskin , thanks to choco for helping me with my new blogskin !! was at choco hse for the whole day , no place to go . shall i go home ??

everything has ended

2010-08-18T15:38:00.000+08:00

hais , everything has ended lerhs . no more chances again . i won't be seeing you anymore , tkkaiires of yourself bahs . thanks for all those sweet moments you give me and the present you give for our 1 mth . i know i'm not a good girlf . i cant give you what you want . i'm useless . you can hate me all you want but i just wanna let you know that i do really love you dhes . maybe the way i treat you doesn't show you the love you want but in my heart you always stands the first position . everything is my fault . dont keep blaming yourself my dear . just blame me for not treating you the way you want and in the 20 days of waiting for you i just felt that you wont love me anymore when you are out . but now than i know you actually do really love me alot from the starts till now . thanks for your everything . tkkaiires !!!!

2010-08-06T17:39:00.000+08:00

i miss you JOSY !!! 8 more days to your release !! i'm waiting !

2010-07-12T07:57:00.000+08:00

TIRED !!!

2010-07-12T03:23:00.001+08:00

thiis few days was so tired cans !! stay over at godma's place . aftter jiu come back straight . ytd bi came over to acc me . so sweet of him woke up bathe and bi bought me to eat sushi tei . though its my fav and i know you're trying to make me feel love and happy but i can't eat what i want due to my bad sore throat . SORRY bi . after eating bi send me to work . chatted with him outside awhile and went in to work . now finally back to god ma's place le . was alone in the room cos that bloody choco never come back for 2 days alr and bi is sick so can't acc me . hope you get well soon dearest bi . love you . gonna stop here alr wanna sleep .

5 more days to JOSY 25 birthday
7 more days to our 1 monthsary .

will upload photos soon was lazy this few days . SORRY

2010-06-26T09:28:00.000+08:00

was at home for the whole day . didn't sleep since yesterday . what should i do ? hais , thiniking of lots things man . arghhhh !!!!! i really need and love you . but why always i get all this dhes !!!! if you dunno what's on your MIND MIND MIND , please dun fcuking waste my TIME TIME TIME !!!!! JOSY i miss you to the max !!!!!

i'm in love with you

2010-06-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

meet up with DADDY and friends . watched killer than to cosy bay than to kallang mac and home sweet home . 2nd daughter came over to my place . till now haven't sleep while my precious daddy is slping like a pig bahs i guess . i miss lesbain so much nahs and precious daughter GOH KAILEE . please don't keep fall sick can . i give birth to you is very healthy de leis . now so weak . lols . nothign much bahs . guess gonna stop here lerhs . BYES readers .

S.SHANYIN : lesbian , i miss die you leis . we stay so near also dun have time to meet up .HUMP . better meet me soon horhs . LOVE DIE YOU .
G.KAILEE : daugh , pls dun keep falling sick can ? J didn't tk care you well izzit ? love you many many .
G.KAREN JZ : though now at my hse but i still miss you leis .hhhahas . LOVES
W.REBECCA : SIS , sad to heard what you told me . hope nothing happens alright? miss die you . meet up soon . LOVEDDDDD!!!!!!
O.SY: bi , i love die you luhs . better don't do any dui bu qi me de things horhs .

LASTLY , i miss JAEJAE lot man!!! hope i can really get to see him everyday . hais and baobei is getting older lerhs . now know how to ans phone calls when the calls are not even his and yet he can keep saying :' ITS BOY BOY PHONE!!! NOT MUMMYS !!!!' cute right ?

byes

tired man!!!

2010-06-12T23:37:00.000+08:00

suppose to go out tonight . but i'm soooo tired and lazy to go out . hais , i miss jaejae again . dad promised me to help me to get jaejae to my side but now? hais , hope dad will be fine inside . i miss dad so much . dad , please promise me that you won't continue your life like this anymore cans? so many years you didn't be at ourside le . after this few years hope you'll stay by our side forever . misses you . boy boy miss you also . not in a good mood to post shall stop here lerhs . byes

what's should i do

2010-05-31T20:32:00.000+08:00

i'm soo stress over all this , what i really should do ?
i miss jaejae soooo much . hais , i'll try my very best to fight him back to my side .
i duncare what others say or what i just wanna be me . noone or nothing can stop me doing all this . its my decision and my choices .

i'm soooooo tired

2010-05-26T18:42:00.001+08:00

busy working man . aafter work meet up with R SIS or BABY . either of them . lols , soo missed baobei . heard mummy say he is more and more naughty ah. baobei mummy gonna go fetch you now . wait for me alright?

2010-05-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

this few days met up with my lao baby . accompanied her to work . sibei bored cans !! see her served costomer all this .
yesterday went over to lesbian hse as she wanna help me do my nails . thanks les its very nice can love you . after doing my nails lesbian came over to my place and sleep . waking her up is dam difficullt cans . lalas , while walking back to my hse , lesbian realise that she forgot to put on something . dam funny cans . we laugh like nobody bisuness . lols , gonna stop here lerhs . byes

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY

2010-05-09T13:22:00.003+08:00

well wishing all great mummies a very HAPPY MOTHER's DAY :)

2010-04-29T11:50:00.000+08:00

jaejae , mummy hopes you're fine . hais , receive call from him saying that jaejae is in the hospital due to asthma and fever. hais , jaejae , mummy miss you alot . wanted to visit you but your dad doesn't let me to see or even touch you . hais , its my fault to leave you with your dad , but i got no choice . gimme time and i'll take you back to my side alright jaejae? i know you're feeling uncomfortable now , have to take medicine and injections and i know you're poke with needles . jaejae , dun scare , mummy will sure try to visit you later ok?

hais , readers i really miss jaejae alot . what shall i do ?

happy birthday to me

2010-04-28T03:10:00.002+08:00

its finally my birthday . went punggol marina de pub with baby jie , jason , ryan , roy and friends . thanks for accompany me tonight .

16 more hours to go

2010-04-27T09:02:00.000+08:00

16 hours more to my birthday , any present from you? hais , i miss you so much .

happy 19 birthday to koey , ahhas , its gonna be my turn . yuppis

happy birthday

2010-04-25T10:03:00.001+08:00

24042010
happy birthday yangyang<3
25042010
happy birthday guanyouBRO<3

and 2 more days to KOEY sis and 2 more days to MINE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!

ROUNDING NIGHTS

2010-04-23T23:35:00.000+08:00

yesterday went rounding with baby jie and her friends , fall from the bike and hit my back bone , now can't bend down feeling abit pain . better than yesterday . now at baby jie hse , going rounding again . bye peeps.

i'm soooooo don't understand

2010-04-22T06:22:00.000+08:00

somehow , i feel that you're just playing .

i don't is i think too much or what . i just can't understand that why you got to lied to me ? why?

i promised i'll not step into relationship again but you make me fall for you and what i get is HURTS .

Y.SHIRLEY , you must be strong .

shall i give up on Y and accept R or i should stay SINGLE

Better to have loved and lost, than to have never loved at all.

2010-04-21T09:52:00.000+08:00

just reach home from oasis , i'm soooo tired . girlgirl was at my house now .
yesterday and the day before was at baby.C house . slept over at her place . chit chat and watched tv .
nothing much to say caused i'm lazy to type . let the photo dos the talking bahs .

2010-04-17T06:43:00.000+08:00

i miss the ddays .

bored

2010-04-17T05:04:00.000+08:00

i'm soooo bored now . nothing to do man!!
today woke up and went over to bring boyboy with girlgirl . after fetching him went over to grandma's new home . slacked over there . 9 plus girlgirl went over to meet her friends than i waited for mummy to come than cabby home . nothing much to post lurhs . gonna stop here . will update photo soon . byes

sometimes i really dunno what i'm doin

2010-04-16T03:28:00.000+08:00

great , i won't be lonely this few days caused my only girl girl is staying over at my place.
seriously , i dunno what i'm doing this few days lurhs , i'm so confused and stress . i do miss you and jaejae lots . but decision that i've made i can't regret . just hoping both of you are happily now . but still i'll visit jaejae dherhs . i'm wondering how's jaejae now ? is he still crying everynight caused of the pain that he's growing his teeth? hais , i miss him !! hopes friday night i can bring him over to my place to overnight . i'll take good care of him derhs . yes , i can see you changing . you still care for me and boyboy after you left . i'm happy . thanks for the caring . but what you did now is all too late . sorry .

help help , seriously i need advice ! anyone can advice me ? hais .

finally

2010-04-15T08:37:00.000+08:00

finally dad's coming back today . misses him lot. just finish editing my blog , waiting for dad to come back .
currently girlgirl and daughter is at my hse . yeahhs!!! i'm counting down to my 19's birthday .

wished me pls .
2804 my b'dae

drink drank drunk

2010-04-13T00:32:00.000+08:00

finally get to saw jiejie at burberry , was drunk . but i'm happy .
i miss aiai and nuer .
girlgirl staying over at my place .weet

ilovemydaughter

2010-04-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

ilove G.KAILEE my nuer that i dotes the most :)

finally saw my cute jaejae

2010-04-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

yes , he bought jaejae to my working place . saw jaejae is growing lots since the last i saw him . i carried him and jaejae keep smiling to me . i'm soooooo happy . sorry jaejae , mummy can't give you a proper family , don't blame me oks? i promised one day mummy will fight for you de . i need time oks? no matter what happens you'll always be mummy's only jaejae . mummy love you and korkor .

lalas

2010-04-05T01:14:00.001+08:00

currently at lesbian house . hhaas , meet her go eat than now at her hse . finally got the chance to see you uhs . miss you so muchh nahs . stupid aiai , faster come meet us leis . lols ,

yesterday , saw nuer de blog , was so happy saw the photos that we took . love you too.

counting down to my 19 birthday , 23 more days .

photos that been long tat i wanna upload

2010-04-01T07:12:00.000+08:00

everything has ended

2010-04-01T06:27:00.000+08:00

yes , we've ended ! i belive you'll be happy without me . you say that you won't gamble and take drugs but you still . i guess i won't regret of making this decision . i don't want a husband or boyf who gamble and beat their own girlf or wife . baby jaeden i'll sure fight for him de . you say you want him ? than let's wait for the judge to say who will take his full custudy bahs . i'll leave everything to court . you can say whatever you want go ahead . i'll remember how you treat me and how your beloved aunty asult me . in my life i don't need a boyf or husband like you and i don't need a inlaws that always talk bout money ! to be so selfish that want money from me. you can say that your aunt is a hyprocryte infront of me but infront of her and your uncle you don't even dare to say anything . pathetic uhs .!!!! no matter what i won't give jaeden to have a chance to stay in your side . firstly , you are just a ns boy your pay can't even support him when you keep gamble and seh . secondly , your hse is full of smokers and he got heart prob can't get in the enviroment where there's so many ppl smoking . thirdly , you keep go in and out of db or prison , i'm sure you will ruined his life . he'll for sure follow the steps that you do . he's my son and i want him to learn good things and not bad things! this is all i can say !!! byes

loveeees

2010-04-01T06:10:00.000+08:00

yesterday after mahjong with melissa went back to grandma house to sleep for a few hours than waited for daughter's call . she came over to grandma hse . wanted to fetch baobei from school but ended up my maid fetch him . saw him came back than me and daughter bring him to northpoint to play . took some photos of him . he's so cute . let the photo to do the talking .

DRINK , DRANK , DRUNK

2010-03-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

yesterday woke up meet up with yeeling aiai and melvin at northpoint . ate at 925 coffee shop , saw hongji and xiaoserene nuer . after eating slack at mac than peizhuang darling came to tk the bill. after path , when home to changed and cabby down to fetch chocolate nuer than to oasis . finished up our last balance and open 1 more bottle of martell . still have balance with it . gonna finish up this week . anyway , HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNI TO OASIS . all of us were alittle drunk .
around 6 cabby home with baby and aiai .

lastly , now i'm at home taking care of baby jaeden :) tomo mostly taking baby jaeden to northpoint for the swimming with yeeling .

sylvester is having high fever for 3 days already . hope he'll recover soon . mummy loves you and didi .

i do miss you alot

2010-03-17T22:48:00.000+08:00

yesterday was my 2nd day of work . still alright bahs . after work went home rest awhile than bathe and meet up with aiai , kailee at mac . than cabby down to oasis . reached oasis waited for adeline girl girl . saw baby standing outside waiting for us with dieter . went in oasis was packed ! took our balance to finish it . about 2 hours later , cheryl mum came with her bro who is baby's friend too . so considence . drank with them and saw ahleong and his friends . actually mummy supposed to come with him but ended up he went nana first . lols . was being bully by XAB . soon after math, renie came with bao . was happy when i saw AL . i dunno why , maybe when i saw him makes me think of the past when i'm wth him . but its 4 years back !! so long lerhs how can i remember ?!!! text with him and realise alot of things had happen . what i can say is WHAT PAST IS PAST don't think bout it anymore . after texting with him , i continue drinking with thwm . was happy yesterday cos they have accompanied me to cheer me up . and its has been long evER since i and cheryl mum went to drink its like.....
shall and here , gonna meet aiai for dinner lerhs . byes peep!!!

you think words that what other ppl say will make me get angry?

2010-03-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

READERS !! stop asking why i got 2 kids with diff surnames !! i'm here to tell all of you and stop asking .

little sylvester was born in 25 feb . his dad is a bastard who only knows how to sweet talk to girls and stuffs . when i'm with him , he used to take money from me , do i need a boyf like him ? no! i don't need him ! and neither does sylvester need him . sylvester will be happy without him caused when he's born , his dad didn't even want him . what he can say is that he don't want this baby and ask me to go for abortion . lucky , that i didn't listen to him . i gave birth to sylvester . yes , i admit that i'm stupid for putting his name in sylvester birthcert . but guys , don't worry now i finding lawyer to changed sylvester name and stuff . so what if i'm a mother of two with diff surnames . it doesn't means that i can't find a better one in my future right ? thanks god to let me know my current boyf . so what if sylvester is not his son . he don't mind that i got a son is okayes already what . STEVEN LAW RONGZHI , please you think i will care what you told xiaobaby or jiaer ? haas , i don't even care. you , yourself know what you've done to me & her .x.baby and i don't need you anymore . we're happy with our life now .get to heard your name or whatever makes us feel irritates !!! you can just go ahead and say what ever you like to others but please ley me warn you stop saying that sylvester is your son or what so ever. he don't need you at all . i guess he don't even know you are his dad , if he happens to know you're his dad , i guess he will sure hate you for life . i'm sure you will have retribution soon or later . FYI , sylvester only call my boyf dad . in his heart and mind only got him . so dream on that he will call you daddy or what so ever !!!

i've read your blog , you say you are not stupid to be the 3rd one ? you mean that i and x.baby is very stupid? lols , please you can say we're stupid or what . i'm happy to have sylvester caused seeing him grow up each day makes me feel happy better than being with the bastard !! i didn't regret the decision i've made ! so don't post till like we're really stupid !! for xiaobaby , i'm sure that she also won't regret what decision she have made . she's happy with her life now too .

THANKS ! you can go say whatever you likes bout me but not my son !!!

weets

2010-03-08T18:22:00.001+08:00

this few days meet up with aiai . went oasis with aiai , KL , MEIMEI and friends . was fun being with them . monday gonna start work liaos . can't enjoy anymore lerhs . gonna stop here liaos.

SHANYIN LESBIAN: lesbian ah , meet me soon leis . i fcuking miss you luhhs .
KAILEE DAUGHTER: daughter ah , when want dance gimme see again . ?
YVONNE MEIMEI: mei ah , remember what you promised me ahs ? when wanna go again?
AIAI: aiai , fun horhs? hees:>
GEOKTING GRAND-DAUGHTER: i hope what you say its truth . hopw there's no 2nd time .

HAPPY 2 YEARS BIRTHDAY

2010-02-25T22:24:00.000+08:00

was baobei 2 years old birthday today . didn't go anywher . bring him out with darling . than home . yesterday night had a cake cut with sis , sis bf and dearie . baobei was so shy that he didn't dare to look at us while we singing birthday song . cute uhs . baobei , mummy always love you . muacks . after cutting cake , cut a slice of it for baobei . feed him and he fall asleep . guess he was too tired lerhs . lols . gonna stop here liaos .

BYES READERS .

that's all my fault

2010-02-22T19:01:00.001+08:00

hais , bought baby jaeden to check up at k.k , doc says that his heart got hole . if worst need operation if not it can recover by itself . hope nothing happens . baby , mummy love you.

baby sylvester is more and more cute cans . has just recover from his sickness . baobeii is super de clever can . whenever i told him , baobeii mummy sayang he will run to me and hug me . cute uhs ? lols

relationships making me stress , you promised not to AWAR and you will change to be a good daddy and husband all are rubbish . i can't stand anymore . from the day you were out frm DB till now you keep gambling , sehh , give attitude all this , i really regret . i can says is that if this contine i dunno what to do . i work so hard to feed up our kids but what you did? hais

i promised i'll be strong , without you i still can survive .
when i'm with you i have to feed 2 kids and you . now i can say that i rather feed 2 kids and myself . i don't need you anymore . when you are not happy , you can beat jaeden and sylvester . you are not fix to be their daddy . i guess they don't need you too .

BYES!!!!

i'll be strong without you .

photos update ") NEWYEAR !!!

2010-02-19T23:18:00.000+08:00

photos took at grandma house

2010-02-08T23:22:00.000+08:00

finally moved to my new house lerhs , yuppiies :) new year & valentines day is round the corner lerhs , busy working mans!!! today went to dye my hair & meet up with chocolate nuer and shanyin leesbian . chocolate nuer accompaniied me to buy my new year clothes & heels. thanks girl . i missed darling peizhuang mans!!! no her no fun leiis . darling see i so wuxim always got ur name appear dhes !! LoLS . think gonna stop here lerhs bahs .

2010-02-05T01:00:00.001+08:00

finally got to meet up peizhuang , yeeling & kaileng . thanks girls !! miss you all super lots man !!! was entertaining you all at mac !!! but you guys didnt entertain me back !! LOLS , thanks for all this happiness .
though i'm sad deep in my heart cos of somethings . thanks for cheering ,e up whenever i need you all , thanks for helping me . yeahs , you all will always be in my mind . memories are kept !!! LOVES you girls

peizhuang : darling , dunn care bout her alright? no matter what happen i'll always be by your side . hope monday you'll win your "SHANG YANG FEI " from the bastard !!!

yeeling : aiai , thanks for advising me so much !! ahhaas , ytd slept over at my place shiok horhs ? i give you sleep my bed leiis!!!! peizhuang also dunn have slept before leiis !!!

kaileng : aiai , remembered what i told you horhs ?!!!

cheryl : yes ! we can be like last time but there's no time for us !! anyway , what past is already past lerhs . keep it as a memories bahs .

i'm not okays!!!! STRESSSS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! how i wished i can turn back the time :(
lot of things happen , there's no used for me to stay in this world !!!!!

2010-01-27T00:03:00.000+08:00

they are the one that i missed the most !!

2010-01-26T22:37:00.001+08:00

MIND YOUR OWN BISUNESS!!!

u can't even care bout urself what for wanna care bout me !! so what if onced we are SISTERS ? SISTERS CAN BETRAY EACH OTHER MEAS? when you no money , i'm the one who buy you food & cigg , when you dunn feel like going home , i let you stay at my house , when you feeling sad i'm the one always cares & concern you , but in the end? what you do? i'm really very dissappointed in you as what i can says is that OUR SISTERSHIP IS ENDED . i dunn even treat you as a friend now !!! i hate the one who are closed to me that BETRAYS ME !!!
you should know who you are !!!

BCXY : jie , help you changed your songs already . happy? meet up soon leis , i fucking miss you girls leis . ESPEACIALLY your HEHEH !!

HEHEH : you dunn bully my jiejie horhs & i miss you heheh the monkey face . faster meet horhs !!!

CHERYL : mum , since we no longer that closed , but somehow i missed the past . TONNING , LAUGHING AROUND like NOBODY -BISUNESS .

SHANYIN : LESBIAN , finally saw me after birth liaos horhs . hees , still very fat right? & please dunn ever dunn go school horhs !! if not i smack ur pipi ahs!!!

GEOKTING : grand-daughter , must be good uhs? haohao study horhs . must listen to ur papa kays? & last with EK grandson horhs , dunn always quarrel .

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counting down to alvin's brother death anniversary !! IMY . , finally there's a chance to gather with russell , zeming , peter & co . BROTHERS i miss you all luhs !

2010-01-17T22:51:00.000+08:00

sorry readers , i'll post my kids pics ASAP as i'm busy working , no time . hope you guys will understand .
i'll be strong , i wont bother those cyber dogs!!! only know how's to bark .
dont even dare to put their names down . LOL!!! LMAO

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15012010
congrats to serene meimei on her baby boy arrival .
mei , be mother liaos must be strong & a good mama alright . i can always support you yeahs !! loves you.
will visit you soon . tkkaiires

2010-01-10T23:13:00.002+08:00

i'm so tiring mans!!! busy working . phew , i mss dearie lots nahs . friday gonna visit him liaos . yuppies .
i miss my girls too . how i wished i can meet you guys ASAP , baby jaeden is getting more & more fat cans!! he likes to play with his saliver too . naughty boy , now i cant call him handsome boy liaos must call him fatty bombom lerhs , lols & lastly , sylvester is getting more cute nahs . once he wake up he can all the call mummy till i wake up POWER!~!! when he saw me go to work he'll start crying & call me to carried him . he's learning more each day . now he learns to say what he wants & starting to learn to go toilet when he wants to shit or urine . CLEVER BOY!!! loves my too little cute son !!!! will update their photos soon

thanks all for tagging helping me to say those brainless kids .

tags to my girls .
peizhuang darling : darling you good uhs , chamged ur blod to private than never invite me :( anyway meet up soon leiis , i wanna hug you luhs .
babyXINYI: jie , you don't always go drink nahs . not good de leiis . i'll help u changed ur blog song soon , yeahs once i got off day i'll help u alright ? misses
xiaoBABY: girl , thanks for those tags , meet up soon alright? waiting for ur call . tkkaiires
kailee nuer : nuer uhs , please find a stable job for urself , don't always ton than don't wanna go home mahs !! &&& meet up soon !!!!
that's all !!

byes!!

LAST BUT NOT LEAST
gary R.I.P sorry can't attend ur funeral .but there's u still in my heart as a friend . hope u'll get used to it in the new world . :)

ITS MY LIFE WHY YOU GUYS CARE

2009-12-25T20:27:00.000+08:00

i really don't know why you guys got nth better to do come here & spam . so what i got 2 chid with diff sur names . does it matters you . if you are a reader who read my blog , i remember that i did post a blog saying that i wanna chaged my elder son name right ? so why ask if 2 diff name . KPO . as long as now i'm happily with my 2 kids , husband & families can already . i don;t care what happen in the past or what you guys say . as long as now i got the effort to feed up the kids can already . i can afford to buy them milks & pampers & paid for childcare can already what , what for you wanna be so KPO but saying i'm not a good mother . you know me very well mehs ? so don't come here talk rubbish laas hors . so what my kids father is ahbeng ? singapore law got say ah beng & ah lian cannot have childre izzit? please laas how old liaos still come & spam , nth better to do uhs? please stop interfer my life . if you not happy with me , come to me . stop saying about my kids or whoever . even if i have 3rd baby also none of your bisuness what . i can paid for my kids milk all this can already . !!! & for ur info , i didnt take any baby bounus . i give birth is not caused of i wanna take goverment money !! please! i give birth is better than abortion , not like some guys not responsible enough . make girls pregnant than wanna run away . some guy even ask the girl to abort & leave them . wth , i admit my elder son father did say this to me before , i never listen to what he say what . during pregnancy , i'm always alone . at least i'm strong enough to give birth to him . & i didn't say to him that caused of you , your dad leave me what . i bring him up myself is enough to show him that even though he got no father but he got mother to love is enough .

please stop spamming !!!

PLEASE!!

2009-12-15T21:32:00.000+08:00

this is my blog i can post whatever i like , there's no rights for you to comment me or say whatever shit ! i welcome you to read my blog but i didn't welcome dogs to come my blog to bark ! if you wanna bark please go SPCA to bark ! i dont care what you say bout me or what . as long as i know i'm a mother of 2 , i know how to think can already ! not like you , SO CHILDISH !! you got the time to bark around but i dont have . i'm working almost everyday , at night taking care of my children , you think i like you so free?
you dont need to know if i'm married anot . as long as the guy take responsible is enough . what for waste the money to married all this . even i'm not married , i also got my own hse & everything . SO KEKE PLEASE DONT COME HERE TO BARK ! maybe you know who i am or maybe i know who you are , you also dont need to ask so much !!!

alright gonna post my days , this few days i'm busy working , taking care of baby & also busy doing my new hse . finally got our own hse .
gonna stop here . will update real soon !!!

2009-12-12T15:50:00.000+08:00

alright i'm back to my house again . my maid has gone to holiday lerhs , early in the morning me , dearie , aunt & two cousins send her off . took lots of photo at the airport but its in my aunt camera .
baobeii is having sore eyes now & the other precious is coming back tonight . nth to post lerhs , gonna update photos .

baby jaeden full month

2009-12-06T12:43:00.000+08:00

ytd came back from dearie hse , slept at morning 6 plus woke up at 9am . prepared every thing and buffet come . didnt invite anyone due to some reason . only invite my family members & some old friends .

2009-11-21T22:40:00.000+08:00

8 nov 2009

i was at dearie place having contration pain than told dearie's grandma.
she ask me prepared everything done than wait for dearie's uncle come to fetch me to kkh.
reach kkh went to delivery suite check cervic dialated 1cm and contration 30mins,
doc ask to admit forobersation and went up to the ward. continue with the CTG.

9 nov 2009

still the same. pain keep on and off so i ask for some pain killer but the nurse don't wanna give.
Dearie came to acc me till 7plus. after dearie went off around 11.45 contration pain is like in every 10mins.
call for the nurse and was send down to labour.

10 nov 2009

12am was in the labour already. doc came, i've dialated 3cm so doc burst my water bag at 2.30am.
was feeling very pain call mum and dearie for help but still they can't do anytink.
around 5.50 i was dialated 8cm already, doc give me the oxyge mask to reduce the pain but no used!
around 6.05am dialated 10cm, so doc ask to push, push around 9am.
Mum came than mum talk to me a while and she went to work.
Dearie came and carried baby, i was tired and fall asleep.

11 nov 2009

Back to dearie hse at 2pm .

Nw have confinement. update photos after confinement.

update !!!

2009-11-04T14:42:00.001+08:00

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happy birthday to dearest aunty & maid !!!

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went to check up . i'm pregnant for 37 weeks alr . john tee says that i've dialated 1 cm alr !! going back on the 10th to see if i've dialated more anot . mostly will give birth on the 10th . PHEW!!!! wish me good luck .

gonna stop here . update agian after 10th !!! byes!!!

&& baobeii is getting bigger each day . keep making us laugh like hell , doing stupid actions to make us laugh !!! OMFG!!!

2009-10-27T08:15:00.000+08:00

its has been long since my last post . didn't really wanna post cos this few days feeling tired as time giving birth are really near lerhs . keep sleeping only luhs . will update real soon after today's check up . byes

i miss dearie

2009-10-10T19:56:00.000+08:00

opps !!! i cans see spider webby in my blog!!! i'm back to my own hse lerhs .
i miss dearie super muchh !!! i'll wait for you to come out alright? loves you & i promised to go visit you luhs . hope when i give birth you cans come to hospital . thanks for everything you give !! i love you .

grandma has discharged from hospital lerhs . but still she's weak luhs , staying at home to accompany her .
baobeii is getting older each day & he's making me more & more happy . things he do , say & all really make me dotes & love him more . baobeii mummy gonna changed your name soon alright! now thinking of a new name for baobeii .

coming week de fri going to mummy's friends chalet worhs !!! bringing baobeii over too . tuesday is my check up hope JOHN TEE will say baby sheldon is fine . days of seeing baby sheldon is getting nearer & nearer i'm scared to entered the labour though i got experience but still will scared dhes .

alright ! gonna stop here liaos . BYES!!!

NO MOOD!!

2009-09-25T23:57:00.001+08:00

hais , had a big quarrel again , i really dunno what i'm supposed to do ! fcuking no mood !!! dont wished to think bout it anymore !!!!
after yesterday quarrel , i realise that i'm not important to you at all . well , i guess i know what i should do bahs .
yesterday i kept crying , thanks darling for comforting me , slept over at her place !!! than woke up went over to nuer hse !!!! slacked than in the afternoon around 5 went back home !!!

was watching tv half way , house phone rang & i answered guess who's that ? its DAD , i was like are you really papa ? pass the phone to grandma . they chatted . than papa ask me to add him in msn to chat , so i add luhs . video chatting with him . OMG ! he was so much diff from the last i saw him bout 14years ago !!! i gonna have a short post luhs , the conversation that me & papa really makes me miss him loads!!!! he said: papa , really love & miss you and jiejie , but i can't do anything for you all . i almost cried !! but i told him , i didnt blame him at all , i love him too cos he's my one & only papa !!! this is what i wanna post .

sorry , no mood to post !!! gonna stop here . BYES!!!!

gonna upload baobei's photo!!!

update of baby sheldon

2009-09-22T23:18:00.001+08:00

today went check up with dearie . i'm super tired & yet dearie keep forcing me to wake as we are going to be late . woke up & faster prepared & cabby down to K.K.H for my check up . today was super fast man!! usually i have to wait for 1 hour plus but today just only around 15mins & its my turn liaos . fast hors !! john tee says that baby sheldon is very small that's why it causes me to feel uncomfortable some of the time . i mustn't skip my meals anymore , i have to eat whenever i'm hungry for the sake of baby sheldon . mummy also says that now i'm pregnant for 32 weeks but my tummy look like its only 3 or 4 mths . guess what ? my usual weight ish 43kg , today taking urine test & weight i thought it will be 50kg+ but actually its only 46.5kg . means all the while i only gain 3.5kg !!!! hopes nothing will happen to baby sheldon . i hope he's healthy too . gonna stop here lerhs . my legs are hurting , i dunno why . i need mummy to help me massage !!! byes !

2009-09-19T21:37:00.000+08:00

wow , i cans see spider webby in my blog !!! alright i feeling better this few days lerhs . still having some headache & feeling umcomfortable . keep on stomach pain but go toilet wanna shit but nothing . than keep wanna vomit & no appetitie to eat luhs . this few days was at dearie hse if not dearie jiu at my hse . always at home & stayed with dearie & baobeii didnt go anywher lorhs . sians , this few days i only sleep nia nothing else liaos . mummy said i've grow thinner liaos . LOLS , maybe is i headache than ate those panaadol till like this bahs . hhahas , didn't meet darling for so many days lerhs , miss her siahs !! l0ls , miss her benben also luhs . ( darling see liaos will gan dong marhs ?) L0ls

alright let's me start what i wanna post bahs .

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD!!

though you have leaved us since i'm young , no matter what you still my only dad ! i'll remembered those days you called from other country & ask about me when that day i'm gonna give birth to your grandson sylvester . papa , i really miss you alot . hope you cans faster realease & come back . i'll be waiting .

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finally its the last day of 7th month . was with dearie at his hse praying .

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did nothing at home . slept all the way luhs

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happy 1 year anni to me & dearie , i love you lots . though we always quarrel , scoldiing each other using bad words , ignoring each other , my love is still the same . this 1 year relationship you really tried to give what i want , thanks . but there's days that you wasn't with me . you went in DB & prison , i was all alone . i went to visit you without miss . all this memories are kept deeply . you're always mine & i love you.

baby jie text me saying that exams are coming .

so this means i must studied for it liaos . hhahas , jie must help me with it okayes?

chocolate nuer , you called & cried telling me bout boyf . i understand how you feel , i know you give in to him alot too . i can't help you cos i'm not so good in relationship , sorry . but mom will support in whatever you do alright? loves you . cheer up alright .

peizhuang darling , i super miss you luhs . love you too

i'm super lazy to post luhs!!

2009-09-11T16:19:00.000+08:00

seriously i'm super lazy to post . dunno why also . lols , head keep pain leis . feel like banging the wall luhs . wanna die soon liaos . keep sleep sleep sleep only . will pOst only i feel abit better bahs . byes!!!!

baobei first day in child care

2009-09-07T19:13:00.000+08:00

woke early in the morning , bathe baobei & all than waited for dearie to come . around 8 me , mummy , aunt & dearie bring baobeii to his child care . wow , he seems like enjoying over there . didnt even wanna care us lorhs . keep playing with his new friends over there . but also my little cousin was there too . the teachers over there says that they are like brother & sister luhs . cousin take care & look after baobeii when they are doin their things . baobeii & cousin slept together , cousin feed baobeii porridge at child care . happy that baobeii is enjoying . but scared after a few days he wont want to go there anymore :( hopefully he will enjoy bahs .

relationship between me dearie is quite good alr. still got a little conflict! hais , i dunn wanna care anymore , let it be bahs .

after fetching baobeii to childcare , accompany dearie cabb to his camp as he wanna take leave . than trained to woodland civic centre to do baobeii's childcare thingy . than tranied back home . slept . till 5 tha dearie went off & i continued to sleep . that's all for today !!! byes .

2009-09-06T15:56:00.000+08:00

just woke up . nothing to say . hais gonna reply tags here .

peizhuang darling

thanks darling , you're so sweet . after everything i feel better , i'm fine don't worry.i'm trying my very best not to think & care so much lerhs . yeahs , will go find together dhes . hhahas , benben so cute uhs .

now everything i also dunwan cares liaos . wanna faster find job work , like this i won't think so much . lols . darling next week go find ohkayes . hhahs , loves you . we must together be strong , be good mummy luhs . thanks for everything too .

14 more days

2009-09-06T00:38:00.002+08:00

i got lots to tell you ever since the big quarrel we had .

i'm sorry , i know i've said things that hurt you .but what i say

is all from my heart & it has been kept inside my heart for this few months of relationship.

14 more days its our 1 year anni . i wanted to give you a surprised on that day ,

but we kept quarrel this feel days ! i do love you alot . i know i shouldn't give you attitude .

its all my fault , i know you treated me well , you gave me things that i want .

you bought me things that i love . whenever i got not much money left , you will secretely put money inside my wallet. whenever we quarrel , you will pampered me .

bought me my fav ipoh hor fan or prawn noodles from geylang lor16.

even when its middle of the night , i'm hungry you will still find ways to get me my prawn noodles .

thanks my dear ! i know you really care & dotes on me .

but why this few days you treating me diff?

ytd i just went out till 12 plus or 1 than reached home , i know is my promised that

i'll be home early . but you don't need to scold me valgarities &

shouted at me like as if i'm owned you millions dollars .

you know how hurt am i anot?

my heart bleeds when you shouted at me . this is the first time you talk to

me till like this . i really dunno what happen.

you said you wanna go out till morning , you ask me for permission . i let you go .

i never ever shouted at you till like this before , but you...?
hais , you really hurt me alots . i guessed i should really give up bahs .

but i can't beared it cos i love you still .

you went out everynight to drink , you left me alone whennever

i'm at your place . why? why? why?

what happen between us ? 2 more months plus i gonna give birth lerhs .

i just want you to be by my side till i give birth also can't?

you keep telling me caused of me & baby , you working at night .

should i belive you?

chances are given to you lots of time.

you promised you will changed for the better

but i didnt see any improvement.

maybe i should really give up bahs.

you will only treat me good when we quarrel .

izzit that we must everyday quarrel than you will treat me good?

i really need an answer now.

i'm sick & tired of all this quarrels my dear !

i really need a break !!!!

hope you will know what day izzit on the 20-09-09

i still love you ! but i need some breath to breath.

perhabs , what they say is truth bahs , pregnant girls will anyhow think de .

maybe i really anyhow think bahs .

HAIS!

my heart bleeds , my mind turn blank,

i kept crying whenever i wanna slp, i kept

thinking what if 1 day i gonna lose you,

i kept telling myself i wanna be strong ,

i wanna be a good mother , good wifey , good daughter

but whenever i thought of this i feel like giving up .

i really dunno what to do .

family prob are troubling me too !! i really need some time!

No Guy Is Worth Your Tears & When You Find The One That Is He Won't Make You cry
If You Really Love Something Set It Free.

If It Comes Back It's Yours, If Not It Wasn't Meant To Be

i'm still sick! sigh!

2009-09-04T15:38:00.001+08:00

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went bugis with yeeling & darling . shopping!!! didn't bought much things caused i got not enough cash & nothing caught my eyes!! after bugis went town for lion dance competition !! saw my shiguan , was there supporting them . but sadly didn't get into next round !!! nvm , jiayou next time!! went back home at 11 plus , lucky , we managed to get the last train mans!!!! reached home bathe & sleep . quarrel with dearie .SIGH!!! i'm sick & tired of all this quarrels . i wanna STOP !!!!

today!
woke up ard 10plus . washed up & ate porridge . feeling so wired , i dunno why . after eating wanted to sleep back but i keep turning here & there . later maybe going down taka again . SUPPORT KUANSANTANG for the chuan tong . jiayou wors !!

baobeii , is getting more & more cute luhs . midnight cans suddenly wake up looking for me . so cute mans !! monday baobeii goin childcare liaos . hope he will used to it & hope he will like the teacher & his new friends over there . sad! monday mummy not gonna bring baobei there so i've to wake up early to bathe him & all than bring him over . hope he won't cried when i leave him there . got new photos of baobeii but i'm lazy to upload will upload when i dun feel lazy ! haas .
& i left 2 more months plus gonna give birth liaos . i wanna slim down after giving birth & shoped for nice clothes , grandma says that my second baby is not boy lorhs . caused old ppl say if pregnant ladies tummy look sharp means the baby is girl , if it look round than is boy . whatever luhs . boy girl i also duncare !! after all also my baby what!!! lols . lame !
alright stop here liaos . BYES !!

went to support KST for the chuan tong . the score for KST is 8.88 . the marks are quiet high!
quarrel with dearie!! hais

2009-09-02T15:58:00.002+08:00

2sept2009
i'm sick !!! having bad flu , sore throat & headache. guess i'm not goin anywhere bahs . staying at home:)

1sept2009
woke up 8 plus in the morning . prepared & went to family court with mummy to do things till 2 plus . was raining heavily so we took cabby back home . baobeii is so naughty luhs . waited for the rainb to stop then mummy bring me to market , bought new handphone . samsung preston pink colour . weets !! nice colour . than went back home have dinner . after dinner meet up with yeeling aiai at np thr . cabby to darling hse . slack awhile & cabby home !!!

31aug2009
happy birthday to MALAYSIA !!

hhahs , kaileng aiai , irene mei & steve came under my block . chatted aawhile than we went to meet his friend zhiwei than rounding luhs . but morning 4 plus jiu went home lerhs . caused i'm tired mans!!!! super fun when we are on the way to devil's band!! upload photos later .

LASTLY , CONGRATS TO JIAHUI FOR HER BABY TRICIA ARRIVAL

happy birthday dearie

2009-08-30T11:51:00.000+08:00

woke up at 5am . texted darling & melissa . met up with them for mac breakfast . guess what , the 25 years old karen is so ramdom that she call & say she wanna solve what happen between us . so we meet up with her . ended up she crying . well , i don't even care !!! went home at 10 plus . its raining hao mahs !! i become "luo tang ji" . reached home bathe & waiting for mum to call than meet her for lunch than cabby to dearie place .

lastly , happy birthday to my dearie !! iloveyou . muacks .

i'm a pig

2009-08-29T11:34:00.000+08:00

great!! i can't belive i have actually slept almost 24 hours man!!! ytd 5 pm sleep till today morning 630am . goshhh!!!! woke up bathe & make milk for baobeii . texted with darling , ask her to accompany me for breakfast . met her at interchanged than bus-ed to chongpang . ate kway diao & darling ate mee hoon . after eating walk-ed to 110 to tabao for my grandma , ahgong & maid . guess what ? i realize i got not enough cash to bus-ed home !!! thanks darling that she got ez-link & took cabby back . reached home & i'm here to start to blog!!! nothing else to blog lerhs . tomo ish dearie's 20th birthday . muackiies to him !!! i'm waiting for his call man!!!

&&&
i need JOB!!!! who wanna intro me ? tag me alright . thanks
i've being rotting at home since 7mth starts !!didn't met dearie too . miss him soooooo muchhh!!!!
gonna stop here lerhs . BYES peeps

~~because of you , half the time i didn't know that i'm SMILING~~

2009-08-27T11:53:00.000+08:00

woke up as usual 6plus in the morning . washed up & everything . make milk for baobeii . ordered mac for me , grandparents & cousin. after eating used com till now . super sians siahs . dearie didn't call me since ytd . think he still sleeping bahs . miss him muchh!! went downstairs to meet serene mei . she's pregnant for 4 months plus & yet her tummy still can't see . slack under my blk with her for awhile . i super bored siahs . wanna play games liaos . BYES !!!

Chocolate nuer help me cut hair

2009-08-26T13:30:00.000+08:00

woke up at 6 plus in the morning . play with baobeii till he went to nanny's place . watched tv while my maid went to buy breakfast . ate century egg porridge . bathe & headed tuhh chocolate nuer place . she cuut my hair for me . weets , thanks girl . LOVE you laas hors . cam-whorming after cutting my fridge !! hhahas . but i look fat mansxsxsx!!!

here comes the photos!!!

happy birthday sis!

2009-08-26T06:53:00.002+08:00

25 aug

woke up super early in the morning , prepared breakfast for me & baobeii . bathe & prepared all this than headed to polyclinic , baobeii's having his 18 mths injection . he's so brave uhs . didnt cried at all . after path , headed back to nanny's place . took a nap than woke up to have my lunch . around 4 bused to northpoint to meet chocolate nuer . saw cyndi & ine of her friend so we decided to slack together . slacking all the way at mac till 7 than i & nuer cabby home .

LASTLY , Happy 20th Birthday to my dearest SIS!!!!

i miss kaileng aiai

2009-08-24T13:54:00.003+08:00

well , woke up since 5am till now !! went to 233 to meet up with darling & les for awhile than waited for melissa to knock off than headed to mac to have our breakfast . saw engkiong , help him buy ciggi . ate BIG BREAKFAST , can't finish up again . i'm hungry but i just dunno why i can't finish up my food . chatted with melissa awhile than we bused home . reached home , pack baby sheldon's clothes & all . than serene mei text me & went downstairs to meet her awhile & back home . used com , edited photos & my blog. i wanna upload video of baby sylvester !!! dam blogger , hate it man!!! not going out today . super lazy , waiting for baobeii to come back from nanny's place .

ohMAN!!!! i'm hungry now . gonna find things to eat . stop here liaos .

LASTLY,

Carine Koh KaiLing , aiai i miss you soooo much . meet up soon alrights. ahahas .

i miss the times we do those silly stuff & all . meet up soon bahs .

i'm a SLEEPING BEAUTY!!

2009-08-23T05:29:00.004+08:00

wahs , i just woke up mansxsxsxs!!!! slept since ytd morning . power siahs . yeahs , today is mummy off day gonna ask her bring me go shop !!! gonna stop here bahs . update later .

back to blog !! went causeway point with aunt , cousin , maid & baobeii . caused cousin is having her art lesson over thr . waitied for her for 1 hour plus . after her art class we went to have pastamania for dinner . i cant finish up my food . feeling wried wried de . after eating went to time zone as cousin wanna play games . took video of baobei & cousin riding the horse !! but i cant upload !! shed! hope i can upload it soon bahs . after time zone , we went to the art caused cousin wanna colour the picture . than headed back to nanny hse , baobeii not coming home tonight . mummy not coming back too caused mummy bring baobeii to her friend hse to stay over for a night !!! yuppiies , tonight gonna sleep alone liaos . hhahs , noone can disturb my pretty sleep liaos . byes!!!!!!

happy birthday sweets!!!

2009-08-21T21:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO AIAI YEELING
hope you saw this faster come back bring baby jaren to meet me !!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY WANLING

22aug
HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING PEIZHUANG

photos of baobeii

2009-08-21T19:52:00.005+08:00

yesterday chocolate nuer came to my house . we take care of baobeii for the whole morning . so tiring !!! took some photos of baobeii & some video . will upload later .

this are all the photos took recently .
DON'T KNOW WHY I CAN'T UPLOAD VIDEO OF BAOBEI!!

7 month !!!

2009-08-20T02:53:00.002+08:00

tuesday 18 aug

went check up alone !!! waited for so long finally my turn , went in , have scanning . doctor says baby is fine . baby keep movin luhs , make me feel so uncomfortable . but i'm happy when i saw his movements . john tee also asked bout baobei . well baobei is fine luhs .
25 aug he gonna have his injection again than sept goin for his kidney scanning . n hope nothing happeto him .
baobeii this few days also started to learn how to write his name lerhs caused we wanna put him in childcare starting next year . baobeii also sleep late in the night , same as me luhs . lols .

today

didnt go anywher stayed at home for the whole day caused its chinese 7 mth . mummy don't let me go out in the night . sians , tmr goin downstairs to burn incense paper . wanna bring baobeii along but mummy says its dangerous for him to go down . so have to take turn look after baobeii & burn incense paper .

how's baobeii doing?

well!! he's doin fine . though he dosen't have a father when he's baby time but now i have found him a good daddy . baobeii loves him alot i can say so . everytime baobeii saw him , baobeii will just call him papa , kiss him & even wanna ask him to carried . i cans see that baobeii is really happy . mummy loves you lots .

alright what past has already past & i not gonna let you see baobeii anymore & i'm not gonna let him know who's his real dad is but i would only tell him his dad has already past away !! from now on SYLVESTER daddy is dearie !!! peeps out there , i gonna changed baobei name soon . once , i got my lawyer & everythin i changed it straight away. mummy also wannna changed baobeiii name so this time mummy will help me arranged everythin . DONT WORRY !!!

gonna stop here lerhs . BYES!!!!!!

& hello miss karen , you dont think you drunk i'm scared okayes!!! this is not the first time leis , you always get drunk than you called & kaobeii , you think we what ? how much my family cares for me i will know . no need you this outsider to say . & please stop pulling my sis , peizhuang , melissa , wanling , xiaobai , my whole family & deming into this prob laas . how my sis treat me i know , what happen to her i know . you yourself says that my sis didnt contact you for years & yet now you can say bout her . & as for peizhuang she dosen't know you at all forwhat you wanna say her . if you not happy with anyone of them just say laas !!! you say i dont know how to tk care my own child ? eh , please laas i can tk care of him better than you laas hors , nabei !!!! you ownself find things out to say de leis than now say we FORCE you . you say you want die de leis not we ask you go die leis . than still cans called other ppl say we ask you go die !! eh , you already 25 years old liaos leis still dont know how to think uhs? want me this 18 years old de young mummy teach you mahs !! you ownslef know my father leave us since i & my sis are young . yet you still cans pull him out to say !! you want say me or what just say no need to say my family & friends laas hors ! say wanling play paikia since when she ask ppl to wack you ? you think she same as you dont know how to think uhs? you think she what MAFIA uhs?
you go think yourself laas if you never get drunk thn anyhow call or msg we will so DULAN ANOT !!! is you , yourself want find prob de leis . you think me , melissa & peizhuang so free like you meas no need tkcares our baby uhs? you think my sis wanling they all no need to work meas? please laas XIAO KAREN you already married & 25 years old liaos can stop all this nonsence anot !~!! dont know how to think used yopur backside & think laas !! i dont wanna waste my precious time to talk to you !!!

baobeii so cute

2009-08-15T17:26:00.003+08:00

didn't go anywher this few days meet up with darling go occ or funland to play than slack awhile jiu go home liaos . everyday is the same . 7 month coming lerhs mummy don't allow me go out !!! SOB . now waiting for baobeii & my sis to come back luhs . than night goin to dearie hse . miss him so much nahs . 3 more months i'm gonna give birth lerhs , time really passes fast man !!! all right gonna stop posting about myself lerhs . now wanna post bout baobeii.

alright this few days take care baobeii & play with him . he's more & more naughty luhs . run till his eyes lid bleed . naughty boy !!! when i'm sleeping he will come kiss me & call mumy . so cute luhs .loves him lots luhs .

sylvester got no daddy !! his daddy is dearie & not steven !! people out there please stop saying sylvester daddy is steven he's not his son . sylvester daddy has pass away lerhs !!! sylvester is no longer belongs to law's family. though his surname is law but his not related to him anymore . i'm trying my best to changed sylvester name but i got no CASH!! but i will still try to changed !!!!
gonna end here !!
BYES

happy birthday singapore

2009-08-09T23:32:00.002+08:00

came back from dearie's house . bathe than went to have dinner with mummy , baobeii & mummy's friends . baobeii fell down & hit his eyebrown , bleed alot make me & mummy ganjiong . i took plaster & wet tissue to clean up for him . poor baobeii . after dinner went back home .

happy 44th birthday to singapore
10th aug :happy 21th birthday to bubble though we are not close anymore but i still remember your birthday .
11th aug: happy 20th birthday to ben ( frog)

i'm not feeling well

2009-08-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

not feeling well this few days . so not goin to post as i'm also lazy!!!!

i'm waiting

2009-07-23T05:56:00.003+08:00

didnt go anywher this few days , slaking at yishun with pz ( darling ) , sy ( lesbian ) , dick , & friends . cut my hair 2 week ago .

last week went to K.K.H for imjection as my stomach suddenly very pain when i was at 100+ with pz & sy . thanks girl for accompany me thr .

i got nothing much to post cos i'm LAZY & i miss dearie so much 3 more days to his release . hope time passes fast!! & of caused baobei is getting more & more cute each day . he's learning how to run about & wearing his shoes by himself . mummy always say he dunno hw to walk properly but want to run alrd .l0ls ,

DEARIE i miss you!!

2009-07-05T22:41:00.002+08:00

i miss my DEARIE!!!

stay at home this few days . baobeii is more & more cute lahs . sleep than suddenly woke up talkin in his baby language making me & mummy laughin like hell .

If a tear fell from my eyes, everytime i wished you were with meI would have a puddle of fallen wishes at my feet.

I'm missing DEARIE

2009-06-28T03:43:00.002+08:00

relatives came to visit grandma . i didnt entertain much as i got no mood . missing dearie , this few days something had happen . mummy cried & i cried too . 4 more months & i have to leave .
hais , i miss dearie & papa . i wonder how is papa doin now? FINE? it has been years i didnt get to see papa , only sometimes get to talk to him on phone & its only awhile cos its overseas call . SADD!!!!

greataunt came with a wedding letter , guess who got married? is greataunt's son . weet!! this coming wed is their big day . grandma cant go due to her leg but she wished them earlier .

its mummy off day tomo . early in the morning gtg go for breakfast with mummy , baobeii & her friends . mummy friends treat us breakfast & drove us for a shop ! hope mummy will buy me things .

gonna stop here lerhs cos cos cos i'm sleepy !!!

when for checkup

2009-06-19T22:02:00.003+08:00

today woke up around 12 plus . stupid dearie snoring wake him up for about 20 mins . finally he woke up . dearie made a cup of super hot milo for me (he wanna burnt my tongue).than smokeeee & bathe than off to k.k.h . my appointment time is 14.05 & we reached there 2 . was early first time siahs . L0ls . after 4 patients & its my turn , went in and have an ultra sound . i thought doctor wants to tell me baby is a girl but than when i ask he say its a boy . told dearie too , dearie say boy or girl also cans laas . but i want girl :( . never mind laas anyway its my baby also mahs boy girl also cans RIGHTS!!!! after check up went for the blood test . 2 tubes of blood taken my god . dearie looked at my face & keep laughin !!! idiot ! after the blood test have payment & cabby home . reached home ate & bathe than took a nap . woken up by baobei as he wants me to play with him , so i woke up washed my face a play with him . baobei make us laugh like an idiot as we do what he follow us & he make those actions till very funny . got no photos of the actions . think i gonna stop here lerhs . BYES !!!

2009-06-08T12:06:00.003+08:00

the top : huiling , alicia & jasmine

bottom : me , baby , peirong & fatin

my irritating cousin is behind taking photo of a big large packet of popcorn which is belongs to my MAID!!!!

its sat night

2009-06-08T11:57:00.002+08:00

went to binbin's bbq . took one photo of us the 7 girls . stayed there for awhile than we went coffee shop to eat than i cabb-ed home . reached home around 11 . than around 1 plus x.xiong , tp korkor & damian came under my block than chatted awhile & to loyang as they wanna "BAIBAI" . after , loyang back to my block , chatted & i went up than they went back home . reached home , bathe & sleep . that's all for saturday .

today goin for class again . woke up 7 plus . played with baobei . mummy didnt work today , mummy order mac for me . ate than pack baby's things as i wanna bring to dearie hse . while packing , baobeii was so funny , he took his cap & wore maked me & mummy laugh non-stop . but i forget to took photos . now baobei is sleepin when he wakes up gonna prepared & went for a shop withh mummy . after shop i'm gonna go sch!!! TIRED ! hope today i gets to disturb mr teo again . BYES !!! gonna upload some photos .

2009-06-03T15:57:00.004+08:00

Baobei & my little cousin!

the tortise behind mr teo!

2009-06-03T15:53:00.002+08:00

01 june 2009 MONDAY

meet baby jie at bus stop . smokeee outside school & waited for jennifer to come . the class is boring cans !! we got nothing better to do so we disturbed teacher . i gave the idea of drawing tortise on the paper & psted behind teacher's back . baby jie agree . so she drew & i pasted , jennifer took the photos . gonna upload later .

today goin for class again . but today cant disturb teacher . lols gonna stop here & fetch baobeii lerhs . BYES!!!

2009-05-29T19:44:00.002+08:00

2009-05-29T19:08:00.002+08:00

28 may 2009

woke up early in the morning . cabby down to kk from dearie's hse as baobeii today is having check up . meet mummy outside the clinic . have tempreture takin . than baobeii went in to the ultra sound for baobeii's kidney . register & waited for about 5 mins . carriued baobeii into the clinic . got his ultra sound done than back to clinic k for doctor . from 130 waited for the doctor till 4 plus . finally its baobeii turns . went in & doctor told me & mummy that baobeii kidney was swollen . needs to do ultra sound again in 4 mnths later if its still swollen than needs to go for operations . & we must check on his urine & passes motion caused it might blocked his urine & all . i almost tears out . but mummy told me to be brave .

i keep tell mummy that its me who neglect baobeii . i made him to suffer . i'm the one to be blame . mummy say its not totally ur fault . maybe this is what god gives us , we must take it .

after hearing what mummy told me , i smiled & carried baobeii tightly & said i will not let baobeii suffer anymore & i will not let him lose me as i want him to know that i'm his mummy !!
mummy smiled too .

after this , went to have payment . the scan costs us 50 plus & the check up costs us 30 plus . total mummy spent about 90 plus to 100 . thanks mummy for helpin me .

2009-05-26T16:33:00.003+08:00

25 may 2009

was at tpy , took cab back to yishun to nanny's hse . waited for mummy to came & went for dinner . didnt went school . lols , baobeii went for injection in the morning & kept cryin when he sleeps . poor boy . kept carry him & sayang him . after dinner , met up with yeeling & diana hse . melvin was there too . mummy bought 2 babys clothes for baby ashton . baby ashton is so cute !!! went home around 10 . reached home bathe & sleep .

today!!
woke up around 2 plus . used com & called xiaobee nuer . chatted with her. gonna meet her up before she went in . gonna stop here .

xiaobee nuer : promised went you're out stop everythin alright? loveyou

2009-05-23T15:44:00.002+08:00

my blog is dead !!

alright ytd was at bee's house . woke up at 12 plus , we get prepared & cabby down to k.k.h for my check up . the clinic changed alot so we almost lost our way to clinic A . Reach there ard 230 as my appointment is at 2 . get my q number & went for urine test & bp . waited for my gynac for about 2 hours plus as he has a patient wants to deliver so he went for the deliver . ard 415 gynac came back & its my turn so i went in have ultra scan & check baby head circumfrence . baby leg closed so cant see if its boy or girl . gynac said next check up mostly can see lerhs . so happy. after check up me & bee went to eat , i cant managed to finish the food cos its tasteless . after food cabby back to bee's house . take a nap till 8 plus & cabby back home .

i miss baby jie as today she just discharged from hospital cos ytd went for operations . get well soon !!

2009-05-08T16:36:00.002+08:00

went to school as usual than meet jasmine outside school . bus-ed to whitesand mac to meet justin & hie friend . after eating saw chocolate & friends than walked back to baby house . help her create her blog . after creating her blog , she post than i'm her teacher to help her correct her ENGLISH!!!! ehh! pls , my english is better than yous HORS!!!!!!!!!!!! we were laughing like a siao char bor . i siao she follow me siao . hhahas , than baby prank call people , me & jasmine laugh like hell . than i nothing to do so i call jiefu using her hse phone than i kup . after everthing & its mahjong session . at first i win than huiling come i jiu lose untill laosai . played till 9plus than sleep till 4 plus & i'm here to post .

gonna stop lerhs . BYES!!!!

2009-05-03T15:40:00.002+08:00

the hehheh's pah logo!! the hehheh's baby & alicia!!

the idiotic hehheh

baby was snap shot by me !!!

the girls !!

went down to pandan

2009-05-03T15:15:00.002+08:00

yesterday woke up around 7 plus . washed face & ard 10 plus called serene mei & meet her under blk , smokeee & chatted awhile & back home to sleep . woke up in 4 plus prepared than cab down to jurong east to meet the girls . reached & bused to PANDAN . slacked & chatted & kana disiao & disiao people till 8 than trained back to yishun . we took photos in train . but i only got some . will upload later . reached yishun walked to 700 plus . at there all the way till 10 plus than went to drink as baby wanna drink . but i didnt cos ....... sob!!!:(
shall upload photo now bahs .

get to see DARLING

2009-05-01T22:07:00.004+08:00

woke up around 11 plus . prepared & cab to northpoint to meet up with angeline darling. thanks darling for your birthday present . went to the japanese restaruant to eat . had SUSHI!! than walked around the shoppin malls . than around 3 plus wen to darling's frie hse . slack there till 6 plus & his uncle drive me home while they went mrt station . reached home played with baobeii for awhile & went to sleep .

& finally i got to meet darling . weets .

2009-04-29T12:52:00.002+08:00

met up with dolphin , yeeling , pat & christine with baobeii under my blk . than walked to 925 to meet curtis. aiai , dolphin , pat & christine give me a surprised . bought a cake for me & presents . thanks !!! love yous all laas. baobeii keep cryin so we got no time to walk . went to northpoint mac to wait for mummy to come fetch baobeii home . than me & yeeling went to her house to see her son . so cute cans . around 10 plus we went to 101 coffee shop to eat & chatted till 11 plus went home . than meet up with melissa . chatted with her till 2 plus & a uncle fetch us home . reached home bathe & sleep . took some photos will upload once pat upload them . BYES peeps

happy birthday to me

2009-04-28T05:31:00.002+08:00

hellos !! today is my 18 birthday went school & back home after school . met eric , hong & jennifer to east coast . catch soft toys again . they wished me happy birthday . catch a 75cm dhes banana soft toy & a small donald duck & a packet of sweets that weights 1kg something . cans eat till bogay liaos . but lucky the sweets jennifer say she want if not i really have to eat till bogay lerhs . hhahas , reached home at 4.45am . gonna sleep soon . bye peeps !!!!

i think i should give up on baobeii

2009-04-27T15:47:00.002+08:00

“There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind. But keep in mind that letting go isn’t the end of the world, it’s the beginning of a new life.”

baobeii , mummy got no choice so i have to make a decision right now . though yous cant see me everyday & i cant see yous everyday like the past . but at least we get to see twice a week sometimes . mummy promised yous there's one day , i'll come back & bring yous along to stayed with me . now i'm useless , i got nothing , no money everything also dont have . i'll prove to them one day & caused of yous , mummy will try my very best to have yous back with me . no matter what happens in the future i'll hold yours hands tightly to walk the darkness road together . mummy loves sylvester .
“Missing someone gets easier everyday. Because, even though it is one day further from the last time you saw each other, it is one day closer to the next time you will”
in my hearts yous will always be my son . sorry that i made yous suffer . i'm not a good mother . i promised to get yous back 1 day .
baobeii i'm sorry ! forgive mummy will yous?
shirley mummy loves sylvester son .

happy birthday KOEY

2009-04-27T15:30:00.003+08:00

just woke up and i realise that today ish koey's 18 birthday . she's just older that me by 1 day . so cool . hhahas . later still got school . sians . finally got to meet D later . hais , we got almost 4 or 5 days didnt meet lerhs wors . after the long long quarrel we had . alright will continue today's post later .

how am i goin to let go my past & carry on my life with baobeii .
who can help me.

memories of happiness

2009-04-26T23:04:00.005+08:00

birthday at sentosa

2009-04-26T17:47:00.001+08:00

yesterday went to have dinner with mummy & her friends & of cos baobeii too . ate lobster , lala , abalone & more . weets , super nice cans !! after eating they sang birthday song to me . thanks mummys & her friends . after math, met joycie at inter than bused down to vivo to met the rest .
went mac to eat than we cabbed to sentosa . palawan beach , went 7 eleven to blow air-con .l0ls , super hot !! slacked outside 7 eleven for awhile than walked to palawan beach there . climb the stairs all the way . reached the very top than have me & guanyou birthday song from them . lucky ii didn't get sabo only guanyou . have wasabi in his cake . hhahas . there are some guys from the other side came over to ask guanyou to have a drink . beer & all . we all laughed like nobody bisuness . slacked there & play all the way till 5.15 than me , andy & joycie leave sentosa . have our 45 mins walk from sentosa to vivo . than our 1 hour to trained till serangoon . andy xu went home . than me & joycie cab home . reached home around 7 plus . bathe & sleep till now 6pm than wake up . i'm happy . thanks to all of you.

tuesday its my birthday ii celebrated early . thanks to everyone of you . i'm happy .

happy birthday to guanyou .

photos will upload soon .