i'm so bored!

woke up around 12 plus . called bi ask him wher he is? washed my face & on my com . dont feel like meeting bi cos i'm angry !! chatted with friends & ii suddenly miss my past . the days when ii cans be with the girls happily playing & all . but now all got their own family and work . what about me ?? arghhh!!! why cant i always have a good life uhs? family always shouted at me for nothin . wth !!! feel like dyin siahs . now the time ish 3.53pm & my precious son ish coming back at 4.30 pm . i miss him so muchh !! ytd went shoppin ii bought a shoes for him . hope baobeii like it . baobeii: this is what mummy can give . i'm sorry !! as what mummy told me . though ii cant get to see him ofetn now but no matter what he's still my son . though when ii'm pregnant i smokee & now got him into this sickness . is all my fault . hais . i'm not a good mother at all . all i want now is baobeii will grow healthy , he wont blame me when he grow older , he will always remembered me that i'm his mum & lastly i want to have a good family & life !!!









ii miss baobeii so much!! :(


baobeii mummy hope yous will always remembered me & the photos that mummy print out will always remind yous about me .








& this is the last photo . mummy loves yous.