wow , i cans see spider webby in my blog !!! alright i feeling better this few days lerhs . still having some headache & feeling umcomfortable . keep on stomach pain but go toilet wanna shit but nothing . than keep wanna vomit & no appetitie to eat luhs . this few days was at dearie hse if not dearie jiu at my hse . always at home & stayed with dearie & baobeii didnt go anywher lorhs . sians , this few days i only sleep nia nothing else liaos . mummy said i've grow thinner liaos . LOLS , maybe is i headache than ate those panaadol till like this bahs . hhahas , didn't meet darling for so many days lerhs , miss her siahs !! l0ls , miss her benben also luhs . ( darling see liaos will gan dong marhs ?) L0ls

alright let's me start what i wanna post bahs . 

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DAD!!

though you have leaved us since i'm young , no matter what you still my only dad ! i'll remembered those days you called from other country & ask about me when that day i'm gonna give birth to your grandson sylvester . papa , i really miss you alot . hope you cans faster realease & come back . i'll be waiting . 

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finally its the last day of 7th month . was with dearie at his hse praying .

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did nothing at home . slept all the way luhs

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happy 1 year anni to me & dearie , i love you lots . though we always quarrel , scoldiing each other using bad words , ignoring each other , my love is still the same . this 1 year relationship you really tried to give what i want , thanks . but there's days that you wasn't with me . you went in DB & prison , i was all alone . i went to visit you without miss . all this memories are kept deeply . you're always mine & i love you.

baby jie text me saying that exams are coming . 

so this means i must studied for it liaos . hhahas , jie must help me with it okayes?

chocolate nuer , you called & cried telling me bout boyf . i understand how you feel , i know you give in to him alot too . i can't help you cos i'm not so good in relationship , sorry . but mom will support in whatever you do alright? loves you . cheer up alright . 

peizhuang darling , i super miss you luhs . love you too