28 may 2009

woke up early in the morning . cabby down to kk from dearie's hse as baobeii today is having check up . meet mummy outside the clinic . have tempreture takin . than baobeii went in to the ultra sound for baobeii's kidney . register & waited for about 5 mins . carriued baobeii into the clinic . got his ultra sound done than back to clinic k for doctor . from 130 waited for the doctor till 4 plus . finally its baobeii turns . went in & doctor told me & mummy that baobeii kidney was swollen . needs to do ultra sound again in 4 mnths later if its still swollen than needs to go for operations . & we must check on his urine & passes motion caused it might blocked his urine & all . i almost tears out . but mummy told me to be brave .

i keep tell mummy that its me who neglect baobeii . i made him to suffer . i'm the one to be blame . mummy say its not totally ur fault . maybe this is what god gives us , we must take it .



after hearing what mummy told me , i smiled & carried baobeii tightly & said i will not let baobeii suffer anymore & i will not let him lose me as i want him to know that i'm his mummy !!
mummy smiled too .

after this , went to have payment . the scan costs us 50 plus & the check up costs us 30 plus . total mummy spent about 90 plus to 100 . thanks mummy for helpin me .